At first, I just wish this experience would differ from the last.
Last time, with the unreserved courage and sincerity, I invested too much emotion too soon... Immersed in so-called romance and simultaneous art creation, I inadvertently applied nonexistent filters to the relationship itself. It all ended with a question left to me:
Do I have the power to love?
Determined not to regret my artistic endeavors again, I chose to wait until the end this time. From capturing our "romantic moments" to observing my personal transformation throughout, my creative intent evolved within a month after he left.
The answer was always there: just, focus on myself.
(TBC)
